I Fail

I told you I'd get tired of this blog in a matter of days. Seriously, I am bad at journalling and you thought I'd be able to keep this updated. Seriously? You're more niave than I expected. That's alright. I'm going to try to do a better job, of course this'll just be another thing to distract me from Homework. Awesome. I forgive it, you should too.

Okay, so what's been happening since April you ask? I could go through this month by month but I don't honestly feel like it. This summer was really quite hard on me, and I learned a lot about myself. It was a weird summer.

Camp was at the new site, Rim Rock. Beautiful place, and it was a great summer. I got to fight with my teeth though. That was lame. But I met some beautiful people from Grace U in Omaha Nebraska. They are simply beautiful and I love all of them. But they're another group of people that I probably won't see but during the summer. Lameness.

I also fought with LCCC all summer, and concluded that next year I will be going to CC, and living in Casper. I need to be there anyway I think.

Right. Camp. So I did all for weeks of camp, which were fun those stressful. I got sick though, by the time the last two rolled around, and lost about 10 lbs, which I promptly gained back once I got to feeling better.

Also, one of my favorite campers came; Lauralei. I love that child but I'm so worried about her. She's had a hard life, and I hate seeing how the world keeps bringing her down. I pray for her ceaselessly. I hope, that some how, someone scoops here up and saves her from the world. Precious child.

Jr. High camp was hard. Not only was I sick, but Monday I got some terrible news. News that I was intent on keeping to myself but feel compelled to divuldge in my blog because, well, no one reads it anyway. I was told I have HPV, which has made things mildly frightening. I mean, I got everything looked at, and fortunately they're not too worried about it but I was terrified for about a month. I told Marie, but she was the only one at camp that knew. I feel bad because everyone was so worried about me, but how could I tell these people that I love so much that I had screwed up big time. It was hard, I cried constantly. Fortunately things seem to be alright, and I had a lot of support here at home (from people that surprised me with how much they supported me). I'll go in for a check and a Pap (Gross!) in a few months. Dec/Jan some time, and see how things look. Hopefully my body will have kicked this things butt and I'll be healthy has a horse.

Other than that scare, I found out that Seth got engaged. Which hit me harder than I expected it to. I know, that those of you who know about Seth are probably like; "Mandy what do you care, you barely had a relationship with him anyway." But I need you to know that I loved him. Yeah. This guy that lied to me and treated me so horribly. I loved him with every fiber of my being, and was so not over him. But, I guess I need to be happy for him. I'll probably never talk to him again, which is a total bummer. I'll get over it eventually.

Let's see...I started school, which is going well. It's exciting to be back in class, though I forgot how much homework sucks. Haha. I'm taking Elementary Algebra, Wyoming History and Biology. Thrilling. Anyone wanna go for me.

Okay, that's about all I've got for now. I'll try to be better about updating this, if anything to keep myself sane. Who knows how well it'll work. Wish me luck.

Mandy